I would like to share my testimony. I had 4 miscarriages before God blessed me with my son. It was a very tough phase of my life.
I was blammed for anything and everything by my in laws family. One question I had to frequently face was, you are praying family why are you not blessed till now... I used to reply them saying God has time for everything, he will do it swiftly at that time. But those people including by husband used to say Jesus can't do everything. I used to get very much irritated when someone talks negatively especially about God. Finally at one point I got into depression. I stopped talking to relatives, avoided family get-together & functions.
But Our Father God did not leave me. He always talks to me via songs. He reminded me of the song 'In his time....'. Finally God brought change in my husband. He started joining me in the early morning prayers around 3 or 4.
The same month Mar 2014, I conceived again 5th time. But the fear of miscarriage was haunting me. I had to travel to mcity from tambaram and whenever there is a speed breaker or small jerks I will say a prayer keeping my hand on belly. God only knows how scared I was and how much I have tortured husband during driving because of that fear.
God was there with me and helped me to overcome. It will be easy to say or advice others but so difficult to take it in reality. I was wondering why these miscarriages to me, God reminded me of a prayer I did 5 years ago. My cousin brother was married for 8 years without baby. I prayed that they should be blessed with baby at least 1 day before us. They were blessed with twins a baby boy and baby girl just 1 month before us. My eyes were filled with tears hearing that.
Though the medical reason for my miscarriage was thyroid, my thyroid levels were still high when I conceived my son. So no doubts he has done it swiftly in his time. After this God gave burden for praying for people waiting for baby. He will show us people who are known or not known to us and we pray for them without asking them if they are waiting as it might hurt them. Now for the second baby, my husband said let's treat the thyroid and bring the levels to normal before planning next baby. The thyroid levels were normal but still there was a early miscarriage.
God has revealed to my husband that we are trusting medicines for thyroid level and not him. We both prayed together again early in the morning. You won't believe we will both wake up at the same time for prayer. This time my husband's trust was more than me. Thanking God for that. When I was praying I felt someone telling me that I will conceive before June.
Praise God I conceived in March. Whenever the fear of miscarriage is haunting me I am praying God and he is leading me so far. This time during early days I travelled by shareauto. Before starting I will pray asking God for that white Tata ace auto and middle seat. Every time God has provided me exactly the same and I thanked him ( might be very silly but...)
Thanks to the prayer buddy group for praying and I knew few people were praying for me and thanks to them to. One of my prayer buddy is pregnant too :) praise God. Please do remember in prayer. Sorry for very long post. Tried my best to keep short.
