He remembered me in my low estate. For his mercy endureth forever.psalms:136:23
This lockdown becomes a problem for many, but my problem is my husband mobile addiction. That too the game pubG. when he wakes up he wil play, if he get small gap between the ofc hours he wil play, morning, evening,night after we all slept he wakes up and play. If we go outside to see my mom or hospital for my baby he wil not come inside rather he asked me to go and he played in the car. Some time he played in the bathroom as well😌. One or other way it makes him worser than day by day. We used to eat together for all meals but nowadays during weekend also he is not getting time to sit with us. We used to pray and go to sleep almost all the days, but our prayer gone in these days. He asked us to sleep. It brings so many problems between us.
I also became very dry in my spiritual life. From morning till night(after 12) I was busy with house chores, ofc work, taking care of my child, fighting him as well☹️. I lost my prayer life, bible reading practice, prasing him everything.I couldn't control him from that game. Was so fed up.
One day me and my sister planning to wake up in the morning and praise God. By god's grace god enabled us to wake up by 3.30 in the morning and pray.god helped us to pray for past two weeks(but dint have a thought to pray for my husband).
God filled me back with his spirit. Since I was gone back to my god I stopped worrying abt my husband and left him.one day the problem came and it is worser than ever, I said baby is not sleeping since you sat and playing in the night ,the argument starts and becomes a big one and he called and told to my parents that he is going to give me divorce. I was shocked for his words. My old age parents were much worried and they don't know wat to do. The next day I kept that in my morning praising . I cried unto God and asked God that this game has to be shut off since it spoils many life.seems my father and mother knelt down prayed that night, god saw our tears and the very next day since we prayed,I got a news that govt has banned pubG game in india. All glory to God. I praised god with tears. Eventhough he is very good in all character a game changes everything in our life. But my loving God is not allowing things to be worser in my life. He brought everything back. Prayer brings victory. Our God is living God. He is watching all our paths. All glory to my almighty God. What a wonderful God we serve.praise the lord.
