Second child

I'm married for five years. I had my severe ups and downs in marriage. Everyone think that I got married and had a baby immediately but there were two months between my wedding and the time I conceived. I faced enormous comments those two months when I get my periods from my sister in law. I once got on my knees fasted and prayed to God and told I know you haven't created me barren place a boy baby in my womb because my husband was desperately telling the first he wanted a boy. And the same month I was conceived and I knew it was a boy.

I went through a stressful pregnancy because of my in laws. Everyone told the child will change your husband's attitude.My sister in law told onto my husband's face you won't have a boy. And my baby boy was born through normal delivery. And the Marital problems increased all the more. We  crossed the rough path until we completed 3 years of married life.

A lots of pain where a many a times I wanted to give up,  many a times I prayed to God to take my life and I can't tolerate more. But God never went deaf to my cry. He opened my husband's eyes and finally the struggle came to an end. I was longing for the next baby and had to go through a miscarriage before for unknown reasons and heard negative comments here and there it's difficult to conceive after a miscarriage but I prayed God when you gave me the first child you can bless me with the second if it's your will that I have only one let it be but never will I step anywhere for treatment because you are the One who created me and you are the only one who can bless us with another.

And by God's grace I was pregnant with no medical intervention immediately three months after my miscarriage .The doctor told we cannot confirm until 13 weeks because of immediate pregnancy after miscarriage. My morning sickness was terrible but still God led us. And on the 13th week scan everything was normal and she said hereafter no problem. My husband that was the first time he openly confessed to me God has decided to give us a baby no matter what and surely the baby is purely God's gift. By God's grace I delivered a baby girl normally despite of Chord being around the neck. From when the baby completed one month myself and my husband are taking care of her alone. We don't have any help. I mean cooking by myself and taking care of the baby. Many waited to see how we do it and mock at us thinking we can't . He who gave children will also provide us the wisdom to take care of them.

We prayed to God and God strengthened us to take care of her. By God's pure grace she has completed 6 months. 5 months totally under our care. There were many times that I fell sick and once myself and my husband both of us were sick but still He provided us the strength to take care of both the children with no one's help. Tears roll down my eyes when we look back to see how He has carried us so faithfully. If it was not for God these miracle wouldn't have happened in our life. We fully held on to God and He blessed us in His own time. All praise and glory to God alone.