Joy

*Testimony (contd)*
God helped me build strong foundation on personal prayer and Bible reading before my marriage through our fshp. He gave me rock solid faith to keep every small thing in prayer and then to leave it in His hands according to His will. This rock solid faith is helping me to still run for His grace, to run to His throne early morning every day, to meditate His word, do multi-tasking handling family chores, office, kids, Sunday school ministry, Friday fasting prayers with women in office even in hcl, to share love in car pool and at office, at home and many many small small things for kingdom of God. He gave me wisdom how to organize and serve my family with joy right from cooking, washing vessels, clothes, taking care of children, mopping, allocating time for husband, kids, to forgive easily, and many more 😌 Passion to serve God has never come down. Yes He talks to me each day through His word, His people. He is so real in my life. Yes there are times when I break down in tears, when things hurt me. But His grace is abounding to lift me up from the sorrows. Yes He wipes my every tear. He heals my broken heart and wounds. If not for Him, I won't exist today. If anything I feel overwhelming, then I put fasting prayers for days as however God leads during that time and before I finish, God fills me with peace that no one in the world can give me. Yes again I start running with divine strength each day by His grace. One thing God taught me is to deliberately take conscious effort to bounce back soon to a joyful mood. As Beu often says and reminds me "Joy of the Lord is my strength!". Another thing we all often remind each other. "if you are going through a struggle, its God's time to show OFF. So sit back and relax after you give it to Him in prayer!". All glory to God alone.