Lord gave my husband a miraculous healing from blood cancer in the year 2022. After the miracle, he was very healthy for the next eight months.
But by April, 2023 his cancer again relapsed all of a sudden without any symptoms and he passed away on 10th of May this year. It shook my faith and made me question why God did allow a healing and then his death. I couldn't read the bible or pray properly for the next few months.My husband and I used to read the bible together and discuss our learnings daily ; memorize scriptures together; we were each others spiritual partners.
Since his death whenever I try to read the bible , it brought back a lot of memories and I would just cry my heart out and close the bible without reading it. I couldn't simply get myself together. But the Lord was merciful and found me in my deepest darkest place and he guided me step by step to restore my relationship with jesus .
God healed my emotional wounds. I was able to start reading the bible and pray properly once again and found my comfort and peace in Lord's presence. I may not know answers to any of my questions yet. But I am able to once again trust the below promise because his grace was sufficient for me :
*And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to his purpose. (Romans 8:28)*
Thank god for being there for me in my deepest moments of pain and suffering and carrying me throughout all.
*My Father's way may twist and turn,
my heart may throb and ache
But in my soul I'm glad I know,
He maketh no mistake
My cherished plan may go astray,
my hopes may fade away
But still I'll trust in my Lord to lead
for He does know the way*
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