Monday, May 22, 2017

Miracle Baby- Born after a still baby

As we are going to celebrate the second birthday of my daughter next month, I am sharing that testimony too. Many knew that, I lost my first baby when he was 7 months in my womb. After that loss, God brought me out from that incident miraculously. It was a very difficult time for us. Though I kept myself busy with activities and many thought I was happy, that wasn't the case. I use to cry everyday and every night. And also i was pressurised from my in law side that once the baby is lost, the next one will come soon. Days run by and I started hearing so many things from my in law s and as well as from my parents side. Many suggested so many doctors. They asked to go for a check up to find out if there is a problem in me or with my husband. My husband stood firm with me supporting me always. And at last I was forced to go to to a doctor saying she is 'kairasi doctor'. She gave me some medicines and asked me to.come regularly. I started praying already and that day i cried to God, 'Lord, if there is going to be a child in my womb let it be through you and I don't want someone else to get the name'. I didn't take the medicine for a week and my periods also got delayed. On my birthday, God gave me a surprise gift that I was pregnant with my second one. I jumped out of joy and praised him.and we continued to go to the doctor which was suggested by my aunt and about 5 months i went and i couldn't find peace in her treatment. Because she insisted fear on me asking me to be on completed best rest or else i might lose the second one too as the first one. I cried everyday to God. And i told mom, let us go to another doctor. She didn't even give us medicine slips. So I doubted her. And at last we came to know that she is not a gynec at all. We were confused where to go and that's when my regular doctor showed me a hospital at vela Chery. I felt so much peace over there. She encouraged me.alot. though she is not a.Christian, she encouraged me to pray. She asked not to fear and do all the activities. She boosted me up. It was so hard for me to overcome the fear. Even i was under fear when my daughter was born. That's when I started hearing the song 'overcomer' by mandisa and i start3d submitting to God. When I was on 36th week, my doctor said, the baby is full term and let us induce pain and take out the baby. Let us not take any risk as we didn't know the reason for the loss of first one. We went with her advice though I strongly felt it would be a normal delivery. I was admitted in hospital and was monitored. Before inducing itself, my pain started normally. So she said let us wait. I was in hospital with pain for one day and I got tired and slept off. They got so nervous as they couldn't imagine me sleeping with the pain. But God helped me to sleep. Peacefully! The next day my pain was severe and I was taken into labor room. The chief doctor herself attended my case and I even bit her during my pain when trying to push off. I was hearing the song 'Overcomer' in the delivery room. And there she was showing off her little head and came outside to see this wonderful world. The thing is I was so confident it would be a boy when I got pregnant. I was searching for boys name. But before she was born, a week before, the Lord showed me it is a girl, and he showed me the name,' which mean a gift from the Lord. And we got a verse like she would be praising Him always and we named her (which comes from the Hebrew word which is psalms) or it is a form of worship. So we named her so and there she is filling our life with joy. He has turned our sorrows into joys. If anyone is criticizing you for baby and if you are waiting for a baby for a long time, hold on. He who brought you a spouse will bless you with a child soon at His time. Children are a heritage from God which means that they are from God and if they are born when He wished to send them into this world, it would be more blessing. God bless you all.

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