Healing from above

I'll share what i meant by sharing...

I had gone through mental illness,i guess still i am..everyone in my family!

For 22 years i had seen Physical and mental abuses of my parents.
They abuse each other. Publically, Privately...
There was not a place they never shouted,quarrelled,abused at each other...
Every night since child hood i used to cry myself to sleep... Every day they fight, every night they fight...

My longing prayer since childhood, is God please take them away or take me away.. sometimes i prayed to God to take my life just so that they can part their ways and move on with each other...
Children who usually being raise in this situation will bcme  mentally affected/ their studies will get weak/ they get affected psychologically. There was never a soul to ask me how i am.
But as a single child i am,God made sure i was protected from all those things...

You are seeing me happy and sane ,100% his grace and protection over my life.
He thought, "poor kid having a hard time, let me raise her up!"

He took me into his arms, he helped me speak to him in all those nights and days.He made sure there is always a soul to look after me or be with. He made sure i didnt go insane!

I should have also been treat psychologically as my mom and my Father but He made sure Am protected under His wings..

I have experienced what mental Illness is. I had a very dark childhood, that even now i fear if i think I'd go crazy!
But As Long as He is there for us,we dont need to worry about anything.

My parents stand as a testimony from divorce! They united in applying divorce in court, but God united them in soul and Spirit again!

If anyone can heal a soul, it's only Him❤

It you feel you are going through mental illness, stay there,He is with you in there!
Remember to whom you committed your soul and body with!