Sleep , peace and first love restored

I used to claim Psalm 4:8, 3:5 whenever I  find it hard to fall asleep,  browsing online (for hours) after an extra long super tiring busy day of handling kids alone - while hubby away from home for week(s). And it would have been past midnight already.

But these two weeks, God has graciously helped me to sleep well(early), wake up early and seek Him first.  Some days I failed to read/pray early in the morning. But rested in His love rather taking it hard on myself. He sustained me wonderfully when my hubby was not around(the only human support in a foreign land), my vehicle(that I use to drop n pick up kids at school) broke down failing to start at all, bedroom fan coil burnt while fast asleep. Amidst all these He filled me with His peace that passes all understanding. And He woke me up everyday early in the morning and am happy that I've found the long lost way to my first love for Him. Still miles to go. As I was pondering about His love and faithfulness, thinking to share how He lead me, I'm quite surprised to see today's devotion in our daily bread Psalm 127:1,2.

2017 faithfulness of God in all things

Praise God, God has been so faithful last year as well although I'm not worthy for it.

1. Jan 3rd I was blessed with second baby which I have been praying for long not knowing who is going to take care of her. 2. He did an awesome miracle to prepare an aunty from nowhere who is taking so much good care of the little one till now. She sings Christian songs while putting to sleep like how I used to do. I was surprised if God had already prepared her years before for me when I stood this year with no one for support. She met with an accident bcoz of which she discontinued studying in Bible college and now after an year she is in my home taking​ care of my kids 😌

3. When little one was out, elder was hospitalized and completely down with swine flu. God saved his life miraculously. Purely His grace.

4. My husband was identified with kidney stone pain when I was in my last month in mom's place. Again God saved his life. Purely his grace.

5. I was blessed with 6 months maternity leave which was just a very very edge case that I was eligible for it. It was truly yet another miracle from God.

6. I joined back office on July 28th which I wasn't sure of till the date I joined. Unexpectedly I was put into a new account where again from strangers I had favor.

I cried a lot due to immense pressure to stay late beyond 5:20.

Again God encouraged me through our Fshp friends said " if God's plan is for you to to be in this project then he will have a way out. If not don't worry even if they throw you out of Infosys , God has plan outside Infosys😜👍"

I prayed and sent a mail clearly that I cannot stay beyond 5:20 but will ensure 100% when I am at office for me and team

Amazingly after a week the manager whom I have not seen till today pinged and said he has no issues with me working that way.

Till date I found favor from peers whom I have not seen